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His loneliness 1

 His loneliness 1


 “The worst part of holding the memories is not the pain. It's the loneliness of it. Memories need to be shared.”
― Lois Lowry, The Giver 

“being alone never felt right. sometimes it felt good, but it never felt right.”
― Charles Bukowski, Women  

“A great fire burns within me, but no one stops to warm themselves at it, and passers-by only see a wisp of smoke”
― Vincent Van Gogh 

“When you have nobody you can make a cup of tea for, when nobody needs you, that's when I think life is over.”
― Audrey Hepburn

“I wish I could tell you how lonely I am. How cold and harsh it is here. Everywhere there is conflict and unkindness. I think God has forsaken this place. I believe I have seen hell and it's white, it's snow-white.”
― Sandy Welch

“I am alone, I thought, and they are everybody.”
― Fyodor Dostoyevsky, Notes from Underground,

 “It is a joy to be hidden, and disaster not to be found.”
― D.W. Winnicott     

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